Motivation

It seems I always have time on hand to do all sorts of things, but just no motivation to do much of anything. Hence the lack of posts.

I've changed jobs, leaving behind the biology dept and now in the physics department, as a lab setup person. I'll be starting Monday, though with out pay until Tuesday since my appointment is still in effect. The big plan is to find a professor to study under, and maybe get my name on something.

My mind has gone blank, even though a lot of things have happened. Like no longer being a virgin, but I'd rather not talk of that.

Introspection

10:57 PM CST: Just trying something different tonight. I seem to be in an introspective mode this night, which happens every now and then, though a lot more recently. Happens when I'm alone and have nothing else to do. I'm reading Pattern Recognition, almost done, up to the part where Cayce meets Stella. I just took two Valerian root caps, a mild sedative, helps me sleep at times. Found out about it from my 9th grade English teacher, has a child with ADD and found this works great. It helps me calm my mind, when I'm in these moods I can talk myself to tears(Really!).

New paragraph. I wonder, all that I just said, is that too much for that one paragraph? I thought about breaking it up, but each bit alone is not enough to warrant a new one. Anyways, listening to some techno/trance music from di.fm A good source of music, along with SomaFM.

Hmm Seems the root is starting to take effect, I find I'm not have more to say. wish me good dreams, though I like those that leave me feeling weird in the morning. Though can be a bit creepy at times, but its mostly just from new experiences. Dying being one of them.

One last note while I add links, I don't like having to look over my shoulder while I'm at my desk, though it happens when the door is to my back. I've read its bad Feng Shui.

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Blog Diving

Thats my name for what I do sometimes when I just need to reach out into the world. Blog diving is hitting the "Next Blog" button at the top and just going until I find something worth commenting. It really is an attempt of self-pimpage to bring people to my blog, but it is also just a way to say hello in the way one would say hello in a store or on the street. Though how often do any of you(if anyone reads this) do that?

..... yea thought so.

Update: I've got gmail invites that just sit there and look at me >_> So if you want one, email me. The link is at the bottom of the sidebar, just remember to remove the junk before Yatima, a anti-spam feature of this theme I use.

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Fork in the road

I really hope someone reads this and says something.  I know that no one reads this, so its a shot in the dark, but I could use some advice.

I currently work under the bio dept at school for this new project to encourage the use of computers for biological work.  I get to play with really cool computers and such, I'm the sys admin here, though my title says otherwise.  But I want to work in the physics dept under a professor if I can.  I do have a chance to get a job in the teaching labs cleaning and setup, but do I want to leave this job for that one?

It would be just a stepping stone until I can work for a professor.  So what should I do? I do have it good here, but its not what I want.

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Good Luck

The Discovery orbiter has blasted away from the Kennedy Space Center - on a hot and sunny US Independence Day.

BBC NEWS | Americas | Shuttle Discovery races skyward

I saw the launch on HDnet and it was amazing to see. I think the second most amazing thing to see, besides the launch, was the view from under the shuttle. As the shuttle flipped over and then detached the external fuel tank. Now thats a sight to see. It may be a cliché , but it still has meaning. God Speed.

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Indy

Found this when watching IFC's Media Lab. Thought it was really funny, enjoy.

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Traveling Music

W a r n i n g : The brain is an electronic device known toproduce electromanetic interference.

( The 2 3 3 Project )

Found this over on key23, they have some very nice music. So go check them out, even if its just three tracks, I'm sure they will have more to come. Plus they also have a nice library to share.

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