Fleeting
I'm in quite a bit of pain. I'm a bit scared, but I think I know what it is. A slipped, or ruptured disk in my lower spine. Its affecting how I walk, because now it hurts to walk, and when I stand, my left foot starts too feel a bit numb. Ibuprofen and cream for sore muscles doesn't work and the numb foot thing is pointing me to that conclusion. The nerve for my foot is being affected. It feels like a cord attached to my heal, runs up my leg and tied to my lower left back. When I stretch out my heal, like when walking you land on your heal and roll your foot forward to your toes, I feel no pain but a still bothersome sensation, like the cord is too short to let my leg stretch fully.
As for being scared, well its not from whats happening, but what will happen. When I tell my parents, I'm just not sure how they will react. I don't know what else to do. I just feel nervous about telling them. Its weird I know. It reminds me back when I was a kid, and had to tell my dad how I didn't do some school project. Of course they help me, but I would feel bad about it. *Sigh*
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